JUNE!

Already???

I think I’m gonna stop taking my meds. Because, well they make it impossible to lose weight. I find eating to be a struggle knowing I am never going to be back to my tiny self and that sucks. YES i will still rock a bikini this summer because while I have excess body fat, I still think I look wonderful, I just, I don’t know I’m terrified of the number. Not how I look. I know I’ll look the same wether or not I lose 10 or 20lbs. It’s just how my body is. 

Sylvia Plath

She was such a beautiful beautiful woman.

I often wonder why or how she got so disturbed.

I feel a connection with her.

I too feel the tragicness of life, but like her, I felt a need to go on.

Lets hope I don’t end up in my 30’s with my head deep in an oven 

"Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air."

queen andromeda, the king: a practical girl

littlegothamite:

Brown hair, natural, it fades, a bit like me.
Becoming blonde, I might whirl about the sands,
curl my toes around conches, listen to the roar of the surf. I am full of secret
passions, the grey suit I wear has a rainbow
lining, my inner clock is set on alarm, I want to tear the white
flesh from...

The person I reblogged this from is beautiful.

"I told him I believed in hell, and that certain people, like me, had to live in hell before they died, to make up for missing out on it after death, since they didn’t believe in life after death, and what each person believed happened to him when he died."

The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath (via witch-of-pittenweem)

Controversial documentary night

these little girls are amazing!

Its so hard to smile when all you wanna do is cry. 

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